![]() You would go to school, get ignored by Draken, go back home, procrastinate until dinner time and then stay in Draken’s room until he came back. The fear of losing your best friend was bigger than the fear of rejection so you kept treating him like you always did and hoped your feelings were reciprocated and he confessed first. Obviously he didn’t know - if you were good at hiding your anger towards Mikey, you were good at hiding your love towards Draken - and you weren’t thinking about telling him about the recently discovered feelings. Either way, at fourteen, you expressed out loud that you were in love with Ryuguji Ken, who you still considered your best friend. Or maybe you had them before but you were too immature to realize them. Maybe it was around that age that you started getting feelings other than adoration. He stopped being the tall kid with a dragon tattoo who lived in a brothel and became Draken, the still tall kid with a dragon tattoo who lived in a brothel but he now had a name, a reputation and friends supporting him all the way. You heard all about Draken and his friends at school and you couldn’t help but envy him. Now you were merely a fourteen year old whose best friends were the girls working in the brothel. You wouldn’t stare in disgust at him every time he visited the brothel or tell him to leave whenever he greeted you anymore. ![]() To be honest, you still hated Sano Manjiro but now you were able to hide your emotions better. You realized how immature you were years later. ![]() And to your ten year old self, that was the end of the world. Because now Draken had his other friends to hang out with and you were forgotten. However, he stopped helping you with your homework or taking you out for lunch. You would lay on his bed with him, telling him about your day - because it was always about your day and never his - until your eyes were too heavy to be kept open. So, now, the only thing constant in your life wasn’t there anymore.ĭraken still hung out with you whenever he was home but it was mainly at night, when you were too sleepy to keep the conversation going. You knew about his new gang life, you heard people talk, but Draken always made sure to tell you to stay away. He didn’t mean to, of course he didn’t, it was nothing personal, but it still hurt you because your only friend had now other friends and he stopped hanging out with you. Mikey came into your life and snatched away the only friend you had. In reality, the reason why you hated Mikey was stupid and childish but, to be fair, ten year old you was very stupid and childish. You followed him around like a lost puppy, always holding to his cardigan so he wouldn’t leave you behind.įrom a very young age you admired Draken and everything he did, sparkly eyes following every move. He was nice and hardworking and even though he wasn’t the smartest, Draken always helped you with school work since you were little kids. He was one year older than you and he has always been a constant in your life, someone normal amongst the chaotic girls living in the brothel. Network: have known Draken for as long as you can remember. Warnings: characters death, angst, unrequited love, angst/no comfort Ryuguji Ken (Draken) x Reader (Mentions of Draken x Emma)
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